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Tonight was a good night. I managed to stay happy for most of it. I need to just get over this depression because it's not really worth it. But ugh, it fucking hurts so much it's hard not to be. I just have to concentrate on the things that make me happy like...

-nice boys who make it seem like it's their job to make sure I'm happy
-my japanese import of Start Static... pure sex, I tell you, pure sex
-jeffpeck who went out of his way to ride my bus and tell me I have a nice smile
-people who have been supportive of the decisions I've made
-finding secret admirer notes in my wallet
-some of the hot bands that are playing Radio104 fest: Third Eye Blind, Hot Hot Heat, Hoobastank, Fiction Plane, Gob, Evanesence, Eve 6, AutoPilot Off, Smile Empty Soul, 2 Skinnie J's...
-getting the advertising promotion at Transpo
-X-Men 2, more specifically Shawn Ashmore
-warm, sunny weather
-hearing from people I haven't heard from in forever!
-the thought of Courtney, Mary and I getting tattoos together at the end of summer
-Matt Neilson having a livejournal (islandskater)
-the fact that tonight I just might not cry myself to sleep

I guess I'm going to go to bed since afterall it is once again 4:00 AM and I'm not asleep yet. Not that I have anything really exciting to do tomorrow. Susan better hang out with me, because if I have nothing to do I'm going to slip back into my depression, I know I will. Random note, will someone remind me to do my Italian composition... I'm already uber fucked that I didn't meet with him to ask him what some of his corrections meant. Oh well, it doesn't matter. I'm failing all my classes anyway... wait wait, that's depressing! No! Must thinking happy thoughts! Happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts...


( 3 beeps — speeeeeaaaakkkkk )
May. 3rd, 2003 10:40 pm (UTC)
horray for laura!

boo for the lack of livejournal shoutout love for me

but hey, its cool :)

glad you're feeling better
May. 4th, 2003 06:09 am (UTC)
My love for you went without saying. ;)
May. 4th, 2003 07:20 pm (UTC)
oooh silly me haha
( 3 beeps — speeeeeaaaakkkkk )
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