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I'm finally sitting down and eating real food. I've consisted on nothing but cookies and candy for the past 24 hours. I'm pretty sure my hair is falling out and my skin is breaking out due to a severe vitamin deficiency from not having eating anything of substance lately. Actually, I had a date last night and I had some of the best salmon of my life, but other than that... yeah. Cookies and halloween candy. I should probably work on incorporating something other than simple carbohydrates into my diet. Grocery shopping would probably be a good start, but with working 65 hours this week, I haven't had much time. Hours I'm working next week? 12! Maybe I'll be able to accomplish something. Is it Sunday yet?

So, I've been feeling pretty nostalgic lately. I'm not sure what's spurred it, whether it's been going through my mom's house or reconnecting with people from my past, but I've been looking through old photos and reading old journal entries. (BTW, it's painful to read entries from like 2002. I sound like such an insipid idiot. I mean, I guess I was a teenager, but still. Am I going to read this entry 8 years from now and be appalled at what a fool I was? Ugh, probably.) I miss college and high school and hanging out with friends. We never just hang out anymore, it has to be like an *event* to get people together. We're all so busy. I miss spontaneous late night drives and trips to Denny's and just being ridiculous. Life, life is really good in so many ways right now that I'm not sure I'd really want to go back in time, but I really miss it. Maybe I just miss my friends. And I miss not having any kind of real responsibilities and partying every weekend... but we just had so much *fun*. I miss all the fun. I don't have enough fun in my life. Everything is seriousness and worrying about adult things. I want to have more fun.

So goal for October: More fun, less chocolate.

Wait, that doesn't sound good at all...!

Rephrase: More fun, more vegetables.

Yeah, that sounds better. "Less chocolate" is not a phrase that should be in anyone's vocabulary. Ever.

More fun, more vegetables. That's a doable goal for the month. In fact I just ate some snow peas, and last night was definitely a lot of fun (I actually can't stop thinking about how much fun last night was...), so I'd say I'm off to a good start. Going to my first Ren Faire tomorrow with jadziadaxwb and _mendon who I feel like I haven't seen in forever so I'm pretty excited. :-D Time to write some notes before my 6AM med pass. Later, skaterz.


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Oct. 2nd, 2010 11:55 am (UTC)
I miss the spontaneity of high school and college too! I miss being able to call everyone at 5pm and by 8 we were all hanging out together. Unfortunately I guess its just part of getting old and having responsibility.
Oct. 6th, 2010 11:13 pm (UTC)
Where's the positives that come with growing up though? lol
Oct. 8th, 2010 01:15 am (UTC)
I agree, more fun! I just came to realization that I need to get back on lj even if its only to keep up with what's going on in my friend's lives. There just aren't enough hours in the day..

ps - miss you! let do something FUN soon :D
Oct. 8th, 2010 01:17 am (UTC)
oops that last post was me, didn't realize it would let me post without signing in!
Oct. 11th, 2010 09:58 pm (UTC)
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