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I'm barely breathing.

So yeah, barely breathing... that pretty much sums up the past seven weeks both literally and figuratively. I have been beyond overwhelmed and insanely busy, and when I haven't been busy I've been so overwhelmed I don't know what to do with myself. (I was also very ill for a week or so, which is where the literally part comes in.) I feel like I haven't been able to even carry on a normal conversation with someone because I'm just constantly fighting through this stream of jumbled thoughts or like this inner monologue of "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" So yeah, I haven't been around LJ. I've been poking at some of your journals here and there, but that's about it. I miss you all, and I'm really going to make a concerted effort to post more often. I think it will help quiet the jumbled stream of thoughts in my head, plus I really do want to remember this time in my life. I come back from clinicals and there's always so much I want to share or vent about. So that's why for Lent I'm going to try to post every day, or at least a few times a week. I'm also going to give up eating after 9PM and start doing cardio 30 minutes a day. It's a tall order, but I really need to start focusing myself on everything and managing my time better. The first week of March is national procrastination week and for once I need to not celebrate it in earnest. Today has been annoying and shitty and just one of those days that just pisses you off, and there's not really one good reason just lots of small things that add up. So yeah, gonna go do something to make myself feel better and turn it around. Later, skaterz. (And I mean it this time!)

PS - Sorry if none of this made sense, but that's typical of my train of thoughts these days.

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firynze
Feb. 26th, 2009 11:30 pm (UTC)
Aww, hang in there, hon...things will get beter/easier...and it will all be worth it in the end...

*snug*
wolfsavard
Feb. 28th, 2009 08:20 pm (UTC)
I hope so!
sloppy_drunk
Feb. 27th, 2009 12:30 am (UTC)
I'm so glad you checked in! I've been thinking about you! ♥
jschlot
Feb. 27th, 2009 02:14 pm (UTC)
Been worried about you Laura. Hang in there and I look forward to seeing you soon! Even if it is just for a few moments.
athena2483
Feb. 27th, 2009 04:10 pm (UTC)
There you are! Always have you in my thoughts. I'll be home the weekend of the 14th for my massage, you going to be around at all?
wolfsavard
Feb. 28th, 2009 08:19 pm (UTC)
I get back from LA at 5PM on the 14th. Dinner?
athena2483
Mar. 2nd, 2009 02:28 pm (UTC)
I have plans with my bro that night. Maybe lunch Sunday?
wolfsavard
Mar. 2nd, 2009 02:44 pm (UTC)
I've been getting back from trapeze around 3... not sure if that's too late for you or not. :-/
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wolfsavard
Feb. 28th, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
Yes we will! :)
fredericks
Mar. 2nd, 2009 03:17 am (UTC)
Aww. I hope school isn't abusing you too much. Be well.
yourgravity
Mar. 30th, 2009 03:15 am (UTC)
Just wanted to say hey, and hope you're well!
wolfsavard
Mar. 31st, 2009 03:27 am (UTC)
Aww, hi! Thank you for stopping by, it brightened my day so much! <33
yourgravity
Mar. 31st, 2009 03:28 am (UTC)
I thought you could use a bright spot in your busy world. :) So you're -very- welcome; saying hey is the least I can do. also, love love the icon, with the lyrics. :D
wolfsavard
Mar. 31st, 2009 03:36 am (UTC)
When I have free time again, I totally need to watch some Pushing Daisies. I miss that show!
yourgravity
Mar. 31st, 2009 03:38 am (UTC)
I do, too. I hope S2 is released on DVD. I want to own it. I have a couple of the last eps saved on my DVR but can't bring myself to watch them, yet. :/
wolfsavard
Apr. 3rd, 2009 05:53 pm (UTC)
So I got stuck in traffic the other day (total suck) but I watched Pie-lette. :)
yourgravity
Apr. 3rd, 2009 11:21 pm (UTC)
Ahhh, that's awesome. :D I need to see if the person who borrowed my S1 set is almost done with it. Or maybe I'll wait until S2 is released, then ask for it back and marathon the whole darned thing. hee.
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