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I found out today that I'm apparently the Incredible Shrinking Girl. I haven't weighed myself in the past few weeks because I've been craptastic about going to the gym and have been eating less than healthfully. I was trying to find something to wear today, and going through my closet I decided to see if my skinny suit was anywhere close to fitting. (I have quite a few initiations coming up and my newer suit was kind of on the bigger side and I really need to have it tailored so I was seeing if I could maybe put it off or if it was adamant to get done this week.) So I try on the skinny suit pants and they fit perfectly! I was pretty wowed because I was definitely not expecting that. I mean I bought this suit when I was like scary thin, underweight like rockin out at 112 lbs my senior year of college. So I decided to try on my bigger suit for hahas, and it's like FALLING OFF. Like 3 sizes to big, no way I could wear this in public, like even a belt is not going to cut it. WTF. I have not really noticed any of my other clothes not really fitting. Okay, maybe not true... my jeans are falling off by the end of the first day I wear them, instead of after multiple wears. And the cords I bought a couple months ago are almost too big as well. So like yay for skinniness but not yay to all the clothes that are not fitting me! I hate buying pants. :( Everyone keeps saying that I've lost so much weight, but I really haven't. Like I've been hanging out around 127-132 for a while now, and since I've started really working out I haven't really lost anything, maybe a couple pounds? According to my fancy ass scale I've lost about 5% body fat and gained that in muscle, but still. I could go weigh myself right now but I'm kind of scared because I just ate SO MUCH FREAKIN' FOOD at dinner tonight. I guess I can feel better about the fact that I've eaten like a cow like the past two nights and am going to again tomorrow. Wonder what will happen when I actually start trying again next week! Okay, I have to go to bed and get an excellent night's sleep because BIG SCARY TRAPEZE SHOW TOMORROW. AHAHHHHHHH! (I'm so excited... I'm so excited... I'm so SCARED.) Later, skaterz!

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wolfsavard
Nov. 10th, 2008 04:38 am (UTC)
Yeah, same here. Pretty much ALL THE TIME.
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