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I feel nauseous and uneasy. This week has been made of such failure. I feel like all I've done for this week is watch hours and hours of TV, meanwhile sitting in the filth of my apartment, accomplishing nothing. I can't focus at work at all. I can't sleep at night because my mind is racing. I haven't made it to the gym in the morning yet this week, and it's making me feel like crap. All I've eaten is crap. Basically I just feel like shit and am in a serious funk. I need a mental health day but work is too crazy to take one. My car is like falling apart and I don't even have time to get it looked at. I just feel so stressed and discombobulated. I have to be better tomorrow or I'm just going to fall apart I know it. Okay, small list of things to do tomorrow to keep me from hating myself:

do dishes
take out garbage & recycling
call car place
hang autumn lights
call massage therapist
do work at work
go to the gym

If I can just do those things, maybe I can feel better about life. On the bright side, I'm caught up on TV, quick recap:

ANTM - Wow, thought she would stick it out a bit longer.
Project Runway - Total waste of my time to sit through a whole episode and not have her get auf'd.
Bones - Can Hodgins and Angela get back together now?
Private Practice - Why can't Grey's be half as good as you? So much love.
House - I'm hoping House drives away the new ducklings one by one. Still <3 the PI though.
The Mentalist - Continues with the awesomeness. You should be watching this show.

I won't delve back into everything else I watched Monday and Sunday because then I will just feel more pathetic for how much time I spent watching TV this week instead of being productive.

Maybe I'll be able to fall asleep tonight. Or not. Later, skaterz.


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Oct. 2nd, 2008 05:32 am (UTC)
I don't understand why Jerell and Leanne aren't automatically put in fashion week. That's such bullshit. I'm pretty much convinced one of the three good designers is going to get auf'd next week SO THAT Kenley gets to show. UGH. SO. FRUSTRATED.
Oct. 2nd, 2008 03:10 pm (UTC)
Well, like 6 of them I think wound up showing at fashion week this year just to throw people off, so when half of them are like waaahhh I want to punch them in the face because STFU they are. My roommate looked at the collections and said all but 2 are fug. I'll be so angry if Kenley makes it into the top 3. Blech.
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Oct. 2nd, 2008 03:08 pm (UTC)
It sucks. Exercise does really make us happy.
Oct. 2nd, 2008 01:03 pm (UTC)
*snugs you tight*

I hope you're feeling better soon. Sometimes we just need to take a mental holiday, and it sounds like you needed one this week...
Oct. 2nd, 2008 03:08 pm (UTC)
Oct. 2nd, 2008 03:38 pm (UTC)
HAH! @ Top Model! Clark all getting pompous and what not. Oh, last night's booting was incredibly satisfying because of her mouth earlier in the episode. She was mediocre anyway.

Oh! I totally agree about Terminator. Summer Glau is SUCH a fantastic actress. It's a shame that she probably won't be recognized for this because the show is sci-fi, which is never taken seriously.
Backstory is always awesome.

As for House I am loving the show without Wilson. Is that wrong of me? lol

I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy! I hope it gets better for you soon!
Oct. 3rd, 2008 05:28 pm (UTC)
I have actually heard people say that Summer is a terrible actress and I'm like WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU!? They don't get that she's supposed to be playing a cold ROBOT. *sigh*

I missed the first half of ANTM. I'll have to watch it tonight. And she was really pretty, but a mediocre model.
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