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Yesterday I woke up in the most horrible way: sobbing hysterically, wailing and screaming from a nightmare. This is what I get for going back to sleep after my alarm goes off instead of getting my lazy ass out of bed. I don't remember what was going on in the first part of the dream, and it maybe doesn't matter. But in the end of it I was walking through my parents' bedroom (it was set up like it was when it was my parents' room) and my dad was lying in bed. He sat up when he saw me and he was shirtless and looked healthy. In my dream I was ELATED, like absolutely out of my mind with happiness when I saw him, and I really believed he wasn't dead. I ran over to him and tried to hug him but every time I touched him he screamed out in pain. And I kept trying to hold him or touch him, even trying to put a blanket between us, but it was no use. And as he was dying all over again I woke up sobbing and in hysterics. Great way to start the day...

That's the second dream I've had where I try to touch or hold onto my dad only to cause him pain. In the last dream I had his flesh like literally melted off in my arms. It was terrifying.

Also, I've decided that early June is my new least favorite time of year.

But anyway, despite the terrible start, I managed to turn the day around so it wasn't a complete loss. I found some good deals for quidditch cosplay stuff, went to pilates which makes me extremely happy (and my new friend Nicole was there!), and the last thing I watched before I went to bed was Dana Carvey on the Tonight Show. I absolutely love him... he never fails to crack me up.

I finished reading Anansi Boys Tuesday night and it was wonderful. I actually liked it more than American Gods. I thought it was easier to follow and much lighter. Right now I'm reading Pandora's Daughter by Iris Johansen. The quality of writing isn't exactly at Gaiman's level, but I'm sure I'll get used to it. It's kind of scary and suspenseful though so I'm not sure it's the best for bedtime reading...

My new guilty pleasure is Celebrity Circus. Don't laugh... it's awesome.

And lastly, not to open up another ugly can of drama worms by bringing up politics again, but I wanted to say I thought Hillary gave a beautiful speech on Saturday and I think she totally redeemed herself. I hope that this is the start of a united Democratic party and all of us working together to be the change we want to see in this country.

Also, Fox News totally disgusts me sometimes. Seriously, WTF: Fox News calls Michelle Obama 'Obama's baby mama'. On what level is that professional?

Also, can someone please tell John McCain to get his own material?

I should probably do something productive. Later, skaterz.


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Jun. 12th, 2008 04:19 pm (UTC)
Wasn't Hillary's speech amazing? I was seriously blown the freak away by and was shaking and had chills for the majority of it. I don't think Obama could have asked for a better stump speech than the one she gave last Saturday...just wow.
Jun. 13th, 2008 07:30 pm (UTC)
I hope she makes some more speeches like that for him between now and November.
Jun. 12th, 2008 04:20 pm (UTC)
oh God, that dream sounds horrible :( *hugs*
I'm so glad I haven't had any nightmares in years, even though I think mine never were as bad as that one...
Jun. 13th, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)
Jun. 12th, 2008 04:47 pm (UTC)
I love you so much. Those nightmares sound so frightening... I wish I could make them go away.
Jun. 13th, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)
Me, too.
Jun. 12th, 2008 05:49 pm (UTC)
*hugs* <3
Jun. 13th, 2008 07:32 pm (UTC)
Jun. 13th, 2008 04:24 am (UTC)
I couldnt get through American Gods. :-(
Jun. 13th, 2008 04:26 am (UTC)
Try Anansi Boys. They're completely unrelated and I found it a much better read.
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