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So this is that meme where I write comments to anonymous people. Some of the comments are meant for more than one person. One person may have more than one comment directed at them. Some of them are directed at people I know in real life, some are people I only know through livejournal or the internet. Some comments are for people that I know read this regularly and some are to people I am fairly sure never read this at all. I'm not going to tell you who belongs to each comment, so don't ask. This is probably a bad idea, but it's something I think I need to do.

1. I truly regret the way things ended between us, and for what it's worth I'm sorry.

2. I don't think I'll ever have the words to express how I feel about you and just how honored I am to know you. I have so much respect and love for you, and I really do wish you knew just how incredible you are.

3. I think you made a mistake.

4. I wish I knew how to take away your pain.

5. Sometimes I write in this journal just because I hope you might be reading it.

6. You are kind of a walking cliché and I worry that people aren't going to see through that to what an amazing person you are.

7. Please stop killing yourself. It is so infuriating and heartbreaking to watch and it's wearing me out. If I ever lost you, I honestly don't think I could breathe, so please, just stop.

8. You are the most narcissistic person I've ever met, and I think you're going to be lonely until the day you die.

9. I love you.

10. Why are you friends with her? Why is anyone? I don't get it.

11. I absolutely do not deserve you and I'm terrified that one day you're going to realize that.

12. I don't think you have any idea just how intimidating you are sometimes.

13. My life is so much better without you in it!

14. I hate myself for the way I treat you sometimes and I'm sorry. I'm trying harder, really.

15. You are selfish, immature, and a hypocrite.

16. I would give anything to know that you think about me as much I think about you.

17. I realize I am totally obnoxious sometimes, but I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to motivate you.

18. I am so happy that livejournal brought us together. You are wonderful and I adore you.

19. I miss you.

20. You only get one shot at this. I don't know how to make you realize that. Don't waste your life. Nothing is ever going to change unless you make it happen.

Hopefully there's more positive backlash from this than negative, but I guess we'll see. I just really had to get a lot of that off my chest. Thanks for listening. Later, skaterz.

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escape_me_06
May. 21st, 2008 06:41 pm (UTC)
I did this last year on my Facebook when I was having a really hard time at school...actually it was exactly a year ago tomorrow. Weird.

I didn't face much backlash, and it was fantastic for my mind. And, I found that a lot of what I found myself wirting were things I had never actually admitted to myself. That weekend, I saw my best friend for the first time in 6 months and told her who all of them were for. I now keep them on my desktop of my computer, simply labelled "Confessions" so I can actively see how far I've come.

Hopefully, you found the same peace in this exercise that I did. =)
wolfsavard
May. 21st, 2008 06:52 pm (UTC)
I hope so, too. :)
nurse. leo. attention whore. punk rock princess. flexitarian. space case. deltasig. browncoat. fangirl. professional bridesmaid. lover. geek. only child. dreamer. former market researcher. aerialist. uconn husky. internet addict. twentysomething. enfp/j. crazy cat lady. gryffindor. bohemian. new england gangsta. democrat. narcissist. daughter. friend.

just me.

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