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So this is that meme where I write comments to anonymous people. Some of the comments are meant for more than one person. One person may have more than one comment directed at them. Some of them are directed at people I know in real life, some are people I only know through livejournal or the internet. Some comments are for people that I know read this regularly and some are to people I am fairly sure never read this at all. I'm not going to tell you who belongs to each comment, so don't ask. This is probably a bad idea, but it's something I think I need to do.

1. I truly regret the way things ended between us, and for what it's worth I'm sorry.

2. I don't think I'll ever have the words to express how I feel about you and just how honored I am to know you. I have so much respect and love for you, and I really do wish you knew just how incredible you are.

3. I think you made a mistake.

4. I wish I knew how to take away your pain.

5. Sometimes I write in this journal just because I hope you might be reading it.

6. You are kind of a walking cliché and I worry that people aren't going to see through that to what an amazing person you are.

7. Please stop killing yourself. It is so infuriating and heartbreaking to watch and it's wearing me out. If I ever lost you, I honestly don't think I could breathe, so please, just stop.

8. You are the most narcissistic person I've ever met, and I think you're going to be lonely until the day you die.

9. I love you.

10. Why are you friends with her? Why is anyone? I don't get it.

11. I absolutely do not deserve you and I'm terrified that one day you're going to realize that.

12. I don't think you have any idea just how intimidating you are sometimes.

13. My life is so much better without you in it!

14. I hate myself for the way I treat you sometimes and I'm sorry. I'm trying harder, really.

15. You are selfish, immature, and a hypocrite.

16. I would give anything to know that you think about me as much I think about you.

17. I realize I am totally obnoxious sometimes, but I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to motivate you.

18. I am so happy that livejournal brought us together. You are wonderful and I adore you.

19. I miss you.

20. You only get one shot at this. I don't know how to make you realize that. Don't waste your life. Nothing is ever going to change unless you make it happen.

Hopefully there's more positive backlash from this than negative, but I guess we'll see. I just really had to get a lot of that off my chest. Thanks for listening. Later, skaterz.



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May. 21st, 2008 05:42 pm (UTC)
I have no idea who any of these are directed at but if it gave you some sort of release/peace of mind to post them,then it was definitely worth the time :D
May. 21st, 2008 05:56 pm (UTC)
I think it did. Of course, if it just makes people angry with me that peace of mind might fade real fast. :)
May. 21st, 2008 08:21 pm (UTC)
I don't know why someone would get angry for any of these. It's your opinion, you're entitled to it. It's not like you're running around yelling it to everyone you know. I mean, it's in your journal AND it's anonymous.
May. 21st, 2008 05:44 pm (UTC)
This is actually a great idea. I think I'm going to repost this in my journal :D
May. 21st, 2008 05:58 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I saw this meme floating around the interwebs a while back and have been meaning to post since then. I'm lazy. :)
May. 21st, 2008 05:45 pm (UTC)
I am sort of terrified that a few of the negative ones are about me. No, forget the "sort of" part, I am seriously terrified.
May. 21st, 2008 05:51 pm (UTC)
Don't want to focus on the positive ones being about you instead? :) I think it's safe to say that #9 applies.

I think it's sort of a wake up call in a way for ourselves, because I've seen people post these things and I've worried that more negative ones are about me, and it sort of makes one be a bit introspective. Am I deserving of the positive comments? Should I be worried about the negative ones? *shrug* Just a thought.

Edited at 2008-05-21 05:54 pm (UTC)
May. 21st, 2008 06:41 pm (UTC)
I did this last year on my Facebook when I was having a really hard time at school...actually it was exactly a year ago tomorrow. Weird.

I didn't face much backlash, and it was fantastic for my mind. And, I found that a lot of what I found myself wirting were things I had never actually admitted to myself. That weekend, I saw my best friend for the first time in 6 months and told her who all of them were for. I now keep them on my desktop of my computer, simply labelled "Confessions" so I can actively see how far I've come.

Hopefully, you found the same peace in this exercise that I did. =)
May. 21st, 2008 06:52 pm (UTC)
I hope so, too. :)
May. 21st, 2008 07:04 pm (UTC)
*going crazy* It's a fun guessing game until, it's just not lol.
May. 21st, 2008 07:08 pm (UTC)
May. 21st, 2008 07:57 pm (UTC)
Well I think this is a wonderful thing to do. I'm thinking about posting it on my journal. *hugs* I'm not gonna try to guess or get you to tell me if any of these are directed at me because, well, that's just not the point. But I hope you feel better now. *more hugs* I can't wait to see you soon!!!
May. 22nd, 2008 05:32 am (UTC)
Shore Leave is like SOOO SOON! I can't wait! I miss you!
May. 22nd, 2008 05:39 am (UTC)
I KNOW!!! I miss you LIKE WOWZA!!!! *hugs*
May. 21st, 2008 08:45 pm (UTC)
Proud of you - I don't think you let your feelings out enough!
May. 22nd, 2008 05:33 am (UTC)
Probably not. I probably need a therapist.
May. 22nd, 2008 12:18 am (UTC)
I would tend to think i lie somewhere in the "not important enough to write any comment about" area.

but im ok with that :)
May. 22nd, 2008 05:33 am (UTC)
At least then you don't have to be paranoid about any of the negative ones being about you. ;)
May. 22nd, 2008 03:55 am (UTC)
I think anytime you've got something on your mind, you should feel free to talk about it. If this is what helps you, then continue going for it!
May. 22nd, 2008 05:34 am (UTC)
I suppose that's what journals are for, yeah? :) Probably need to keep less things bottled up anyway... I suppose this is a start.
May. 22nd, 2008 08:55 am (UTC)
Misread I wish I knew how to take away your pain as "I wish I knew how to take away your pen."

Hilarity ensued.
May. 22nd, 2008 06:36 pm (UTC)
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