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To The Powers That Be:


Stop fucking up EVERYTHING.  All the time, just ruining EVERYTHING.  Why do I make plans?  WHY?  What's the fucking point when you're just going to ruin everything?  Why do I even bother with these grand ambitions of getting into nursing school?  You're just going to fuck it all up.  Even if I did get in, which I probably won't.

That's it.  No more plans.  Nothing.  Not doing it.  No more getting happy about the future, no more seeing some sort of bright light at the end of the tunnel because it's just a fucking mirage.

Well, it'll be pretty damn easy not to plan things like school or house buying or a wedding or kids ever because I'LL NEVER HAVE THE MONEY TO DO ANY OF THOSE THINGS ANYWAY.

If this was a test or some kind of win, you win.  I give up.  I'm not playing anymore.  I'm done.  FUCKING DONE.

Fuck you and the horse you rode in on,

PS - If you ever EVER think I am going to forgive that stupid fucking cunt you have another thing coming.  Christian forgiveness?  Fuck that.  She was like the worst Christian that ever lived anyway.

PPS - Also, THANKS SO MUCH for the added bonus of making today one of those nights that happens once a year where I have to stay super late at work because everything got all fucked up.  I'm sure you'll somehow orchestrate it so I have to be in on Sunday, too.  YOU'RE THE BEST.


Mar. 7th, 2008 01:19 pm (UTC)
Call me tonight if you get a chance. And don't worry about money, there is always more of it. Everything will be fine (I mean it). The few years right after college are always the hardest, especially when you want to do some kind of grad school, but things have a way of working out (and if anyone has accumulated ridiculous amounts of karma, it's you, so I wouldn't worry). In addition, I love you!
Mar. 7th, 2008 05:40 pm (UTC)
Well when karma starts paying out I'll let you know.

Also, I love you, too. :)
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