Another thing that probably attributed to my wretched night's sleep, as I was getting ready for bed last night I realized that now that my dad is gone I'm no longer somebody's number one priority, their number one person; no one who will choose me over everyone else on the planet. That's sort of a depressing thought, ne? I really am so lost in the world without him and I doubt that's ever going to change.
So it's barely an hour into the work day and I've already been chastised via email. I should probably stop sucking at my job or something.
At least I have a green tea latte... Later, skaterz.