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Getting more defeated by the hour.

I went down to the cafeteria with the intention of grabbing a bagel or something, but when I got there it was all sorts of crowded with the hustle and bustle of lunch. So I got lunch instead. I was actually pretty excited because I think most of the stations are only open like during peak lunch hours and every other time I've been down there they haven't really had anything open but it always looked like they had a lot of awesomeness. WELL THEY DO. I had onion rings which were okay and some decent mac & cheese and THE BEST VEGGIE BURGER I'VE HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. OH MY GOD IT WAS SOO GOOD. Since it looks like I'm going to be here for a few more meals I'll be excited to see what they have for dinner. Though I think I'm still full.


Okay, more interesting? We put in an application for a kitten. It'll be Lisa's kitten, but I'm getting it for her as a Christmas present. Hopefully our application gets accepted because I would love for Lola to have a playmate. Isn't she the cutest? We're applying for the calico one in front.

Cross your fingers for us that we get accepted, and of course, that this turns out to be as great of an idea as I think it will be.

You know what else would probably be a great idea? Studying for my exam that's in 24 hours. Really, I would've but my godfather has been here for HOURS. And I can't do anything. *sigh* So I'll blog and do other mindless crap that I need to do that I've kind of forgotten about needing to do with everything that's happened.

I thought I was going to be much more behind on TV than I actually am because Private Practice wasn't on last night and I managed to make time to watch Pushing Daisies (seriously that show still owns my soul and that episode was absolutely fabulous with the jealousy and the AMIYOURBOYFRIEND?! and the Chuck/Olive and the Olive/Salesman and then the angst and NEXTEPISODEZOMG and I'm going to be terribly depressed once we run out of new episodes), so I'm really only behind on House and Bones (NO SPOILERS, I already had to ignore half my flist yesterday).

Dad is doing worse today than the day before, but who knows how long he's going to hold on. I'm just really terrified that I won't be with him when it happens. *sigh*

Also, I talked to Lisa. I told her about my dad and asked her about the kitten and stuff. I didn't mention the boyfriend thing, I just didn't have the energy this morning. I'm not sure I have the energy to be irritated at the situation anymore. I just don't need any more stress. When I got up this morning and saw their crumbs all over the counter I flipped out and I wiped all of them up and put them in a neat little pile on top of her keys. And then I felt childish, so I brushed some of them off. And then she came out of her room and that's when we had a talk and she was genuinely nice and concerned and you know everything I'd built up in my head about her being irritated about people being over or me leaving stuff on the table, none of it came out and she didn't seem passive aggressive. So sometimes I think I create more drama in my head than is actually there. Maybe. But all I know is that I don't have the energy to fight about anything. And the epic battles never really fix anything. They just make things HORRIBLY uncomfortable for days until we apologize. But no one is ever really more considerate of each other after that, and every little thing still drives me insane, so what's the point? I mean, the boyfriend will have to be brought up at some point, and some point soon, but probably in a grown up manner. I just can't handle the drama right now. I know it's taking years off of my life.

Anyway, I need to be productive... company here or not. *sigh* Later, skaterz.


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Nov. 29th, 2007 11:12 pm (UTC)
Awwww...kitties :)
Nov. 29th, 2007 11:56 pm (UTC)
Aww, what cute little kittens!
Nov. 30th, 2007 01:06 am (UTC)
I love the new kitty - I really hope you guys get it. And hold in there. I love you.
And I know its hard going almost 48-hours without my cooking, but I guess the best veggie burger ever will do ;) Eating veggie burgers is like playing roulette. I've had some TERRIBLE ones that just tasted like paste with nibblets of corn plopped in and some ones that re-affirmed my desire to eventually never eat meat again (the one at the Hard Rock is definitely up there). I'm glad you won that battle today :)
Nov. 30th, 2007 07:38 am (UTC)
^____^ the kitties are so cute! *crosses fingers* Hope you guys get it =)
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