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So I just finished reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. And I skipped class.

This is the first class I've skipped all semester in my defense. And she'd already given us the notes. And I would've been at least 15 minutes late anyway.

I told myself I was going to study while I should've been in class. And I really did have intentions of doing so. I told myself I was just going to read a few pages of Harry Potter while I ate dinner, but naturally once I started reading I couldn't put it down.

Well, that's a lie. I did put it down for a bit. I was crying too hard to read any further. And then I was too angry to continue. I managed to calm myself and keep going though, with hopes maybe something would change, but of course it didn't. And the more I realized nothing was going to change, the more upset I got, and the more I kept crying. I was pretty much a sniveling mess for the last 80 pages of the book.

Needless to say, Prisoner of Azkaban is still my favorite because I hated this book. Okay, I did not hate it. But it made me angry. It was wonderful and J.K. Rowling is fucking brilliant but she is terribly cruel.

And DAMNIT, I just want to give Harry a hug. :( I'm so upset now! I don't want to study. But I have to. I have to study all weekend. It's going to suck. I wound up not bombing that last quiz (no idea how I pulled off a 93!) but that doesn't mean I still don't need an A on this exam. I think I ought not to pick up Book 6 until after Monday's exam... ugh.

Oh, and just so I'm not a total loser who only blogs about being way more upset about characters in books dying than about anything in real life... the results of my dad's bone scan and CAT-scan came back today and none of his tumors have grown or spread, and he doesn't have any tumors in his arm afterall! \o/ I was so happy when my dad told me I started crying. (I cry a lot... maybe I really am a Hufflepuff...) But yeah, very very good news. :D

Okay, I really should try to get *something* done before Lost comes on. Later, skaterz.


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Apr. 26th, 2007 01:31 am (UTC)
Ahh, OotP. I ADORE Sirius, so this book was just so painfully sad. Fucking brilliant but terribly cruel is really the perfect description. I was spoiled for it and it still hit me like a ton of bricks. I wonder if the movie will be as powerful.

I'm glad your dad is ok :)
Apr. 26th, 2007 01:35 am (UTC)
I wasn't outright spoiled for it, but I'd kind of stumbled across a few things online that lead me to believe that's what happened, but I didn't want to believe it. *heavy sigh*

Me, too. :)
Apr. 26th, 2007 01:48 am (UTC)
*hugs* Hurray for great news about your dad!
Apr. 26th, 2007 02:16 am (UTC)
Thanks :)
Apr. 26th, 2007 02:21 am (UTC)
yeah.. i had to re-read that part of the book a few times to be sure it meant it! i was like.. no.. i must have misread that... no.. wait.. no! :(
Apr. 26th, 2007 02:42 am (UTC)
So sad... I am so very sad for Harry. :( JK Rowling is a mean mean lady.
Apr. 26th, 2007 02:30 am (UTC)
Don't worry, I cried during that book too, and was beyond pissed off. I had a really crappy, upset, angry, sad feeling after I finished reading it.
Apr. 26th, 2007 02:43 am (UTC)
That's exactly how I feel. Half of me wants to dive into Book 6 and the other half wants nothing to do with it.
Apr. 26th, 2007 02:45 am (UTC)
I continued on, and it got better, most of the time. I'm glad I kept on going with it though.
Apr. 27th, 2007 09:52 pm (UTC)
*snuggles* YAY for the happy! I'm glad about your dad, so very glad. I understand the scary, though with my mom it's skin cancer which is more treatable.
Apr. 28th, 2007 07:58 pm (UTC)
Me too! :D But cancer is way scary no matter what kind it is.
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