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I can't sleep. I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled in like seven hours and I'm scared out of my mind. Something about being put to sleep really really terrifies me. And it's not like I haven't done it before. I've had oral surgery where I've been put to sleep like 4 other times in my life. Don't ask my why I am so scared now, but I am.

And now I can't sleep. Because I can't stop thinking about it. And when I'm not thinking about it I'm thinking about the rest of the suck that this night turned into. Like effing Grey's Anatomy. Seriously, Shonda?! Seriously! I am seriously going to cut someone for the end of tonight's episode.

And then of course there's all the stuff flying around EOnline about Veronica Mars. First the show is canceled. Now it's only maybe canceled, but also maybe coming back as Kristen Bell as an FBI Agent!??? WTF. That would be terrible! If you're going to ruin the show, just cancel it. Gawd, I hate the CW. This is all Piz's fault!

I'm sure it's Piz's fault too that I have to get my wisdom teeth out in seven hours, too.

I am TERRIFIED about this.

Okay, think happy thoughts. Good things that happened today...

I went to the dentist and had NO CAVITIES! I am so freakin' excited! I haven't had no cavities in forever! No, seriously, it's been like 8 years. I guess this whole flossing business actually works.

I got a raise. It wasn't cause I got promoted, it was just... cause. I don't know. I know more people that didn't get raises that did, so it's weird. I mean don't get me wrong, I am EXTREMELY grateful for the extra money, but I feel a little guilty. Hopefully I'll get the promotion and another merit based raise in late May/early June.

I started making icons. I am fumbling my way through my new copy of Photoshop (thank you, Joe!) and we'll see how it turns out. I'll probably post the icons in foreverseenstar and idiasm's icon community icons_wtf when they're ready.

Okay, I should sleep. Or try to. Maybe I'll just go read some more Harry Potter. Gah. I HATE THIS. Hopefully I don't lose my entire weekend being incapacitated because of this whole wisdom teeth thing. At least if I am I'll be incapacitated for all the snowy muckiness that's going to happen instead of the beautiful weather we've had this week. Hopefully we'll have more of it next week. I can't go back to winter now, not after being spoiled. I am beyond ready to bust out flip-flops. Alright, gonna go lie in bed and pray that I'm not a huge sniveling baby tomorrow. Gah. Later, skaterz.

PS - I'm going to kill my freakin' cat.

EDIT: Okay, I spoke too soon. Now it's for real definitely canceled again. I just need something more official than this. I can't handle the rumors. Just... rip the fucking bandaid off. I'm going to go cry (myself to sleep, hopefully).


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Mar. 16th, 2007 06:09 am (UTC)

I wasn't sure if I should laugh or just like throw something at the TV when I was watching Grey's. It was weird and random and... yeah.

Wanna go smash some CW higher ups' headlights? That's some poetic justice right there.

I got my wisdom teeth removed two years ago. I was freaked about getting put under too. You know how you can't eat before because if you throw up, you'll drown yourself? Well, I was afraid that if I swallowed spit, that'd happen. So my mouth started producing more spit and I basically went insane the night before. It was awful. But then they put me under, and of course everything was fine. I don't remember much about the first couple days because I was so hopped up on Vicodin. I think I stayed at home for a week. My cheeks were enormous.
Mar. 16th, 2007 06:17 am (UTC)
I am such a clusterfuck of emotion right now I don't even know what to do with myself. I am devastated, terrified, annoyed, heartbroken, angry, and exhausted all at the same time and that in itself is even more exhausting.

I hope I'm not out of it for that long. I doubt I'll get vicodin. I'm hoping for oxycodone but with my luck I'll probably get extra strength ibuprofin. :P

I would love some headlights to smash in right now. Preferably a CW Higher Ups but I'd also settle for a Pussycat Doll's, too. Poetic justice indeed.
Mar. 16th, 2007 07:03 am (UTC)
I haven't had my wisdom teeth taken out (probably because I don't have any), so I can't help you there.

As for VM. You know, I'd almost rather they cancel it. They've lost the purpose of it. It was so good in Season 1, then last season blew, and this one is a hit-or-miss. The dark, gritty elements. It's kinda flat, really. I don't like that they did the PCD off-placing them. It's ridiculous. They're pulling a Skiffy. What they fail to realize is that the fans of these shows are the corner of this fledging network. They already have a bad rep from the other two stations.
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:10 am (UTC)
I'd rather them cancel it than have it suck with this whole FBI thing. I really don't know about that. Obviously I'd give it a shot if it happened.

Really? You didn't like Season 2? I was a fan. I'm still a fan. I think it's gotten away from where it was in season one, and yes, it's not quite as good, but I still think it's fantastic and one of the best shows on TV and I'll cry if it goes.

I hope if the worst does happen is that Rob Thomas continues the Veronica Mars plotlines through a book series.
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:18 am (UTC)
I don't like the FBI idea because it's a cheap cop out. I don't like the idea of her suddenly being an FBI agent, because I'd still expect her to be a college sophomore.

Let's put this way. I saw the beginning and end while skipping most of the season. I didn't like it. I can't explain it, but it bugged me. I don't like the lack of focus. It doesn't feel as built up as it did. That was what drew me in, really.

I hope something is continued for the more devoted fans. Y'all deserve something besides being crapped on.
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:44 am (UTC)
Okay first no cavities, good job.

Second, when mine were out I got hydrocodone which was AWESOME. I also had 2 out of 4 teeth totally impacted and under the bone and all sorts of messed up. And hey, at least they've made these super medicinal surgery advances. My mom says when she had her teeth out, they just novacained her and she could hear the whole process. That's sick.

Third, fuckin CW. I'd rather the show get offed than have it reincarnated, because really? An FBI agent? But I agree with veracity that the whole pre-empting for the PCD is a total Skiffy moment. And this season I do blame Piz, but also the lack of Veronica and Wallace moments because that snark made the show great.

Also, am very tired of my shows dying. But I may be super sensitive to this as the SG-1 finale just aired and omg sad.
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:25 am (UTC)
At least SG-1 had a good run though. I feel like no show should really run past 10 years. It's a good number, and you end things before they start going to shit on a high note. Instead of going to hell in a handbasket *cough* ER *cough*.
Mar. 16th, 2007 04:49 pm (UTC)
i had my wisdom teeth taken out a couple of years ago and it was super fun going under. the dr gave me laughing gas before putting a needle IV in and i loved it i laughed the whole time and then asked him not to tell my mom i was so stoned. dont worry.
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:26 am (UTC)
Haha they did that for me today, and it did help. I didn't get too giggly or anything off the laughing gas, but it helped me relax for the needle. And now I've got vicodin! Woo!
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:10 pm (UTC)
Karen called me just after GA ended. We whimpered to each other for a few minutes. Then I flailed at Paul for a while. Would it be too unreasonable for the next episode to start with Izzie saying, "Wow, George, that was a crappy dream. Also, too bad all of our clothes got destroyed in that laundry fire. Time for work! I hear Meredith's having dinner with her family for the first time tonight!"?
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:29 am (UTC)
OMG I really hope so. I haven't read the writers blog yet but they've got some 'splaning to do!

PS - Your brother totally added me as a friend on facebook. I'm totally going to have an aneurysm if I get a myspace add from Andrew. Your brothers are supposed to be like 5! 8 at the most! Gah!
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:37 am (UTC)
God, I hope neither of them are on myspace, as I was under the impression that it was filled with 13-year-old girls, pedophiles, and crappy bands... and David Hewlett... and Paul... but anyway. :)
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