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So it's three hours later and I feel like I'm finally coherent enough to post something. Wow. I haven't cried that much since Denny died. I cry all the time during Grey's so that's nothing new, but these tears were different than all the other ones. Mostly my tears from the show are tears of empathy. I cry because I feel how sad the situation is. I see that others are sad and upset, so I cry. But I felt the loss and the heartbreak in this episode. I felt like I was losing Meredith. I was terrified for her. I couldn't breathe. If I could've I would have been screaming at the TV at the end. Screaming at Chief Webber that he had to keep trying. That he couldn't give up. They had to do more. Because I can't lose Meredith. The show can't lose Meredith. It's called Grey's Anatomy not Addison's Anatomy or O'Malley's Anatomy or Izzie's Anatomy or Yang's Anatomy. Grey's Anatomy. Right? They can't kill Meredith. ...can they? Shonda's most recent blog makes me nervous:

"But you all know Meredith’s been doing a dance with death for some time. Y’all know that if you’ve been watching. She’s dark, our girl. She’s dark and twisty. And I worry about her.

Now, I’m really worried about her because she’s in the water and I want to be clear with you: I don’t put people in the water for no reason. Meredith’s got issues, she’s got serious Mommy issues and she’s broken and she’s in the water.

I killed Denny. I blew up Dylan.

I’m not entirely playing by the rules of TV here."

What if they pull a Desperate Housewives and Grey is the narrator post mortem for the rest of the series?! OMG, Shonda, please please do not kill my Meredith. I can't wait to see what the writers have to say tomorrow.

As for the rest of the episode... Callie O'Malley is pissing me off. George is getting a little annoying, too, so I understand her irritation. Izzie pwned until she told George he made a mistake. Um, not really the time/place? I love Christina. Lovelovelove her. I do not understand why Burke doesn't get that Meredith is her PERSON. Why is that hard to comprehend? Asshole.

Oh and and the end!! I'm not really sure what to say about that. If it hadn't have happened, my roommate probably would've had to take me to the hospital because I'd still be sobbing/hyperventilating. But that stopped me because I just was like o_0. ...Denny? WTF? Gah. Plz can it be Thursday tiem nao. I can't wait another week.

Today was another unproductive night. I meant to do some A&P work, but I didn't. I did go to the gym though. Which is why I won't be able to sleep now. Well, I just noticed this unusually painful, large, zit looking thing on my back. And now I'm paranoid it's a staph infection that's going to wind up being MRSA. Yeah, I'm paranoid. Who needs sleep anyway... but yays for Friday? It doesn't feel like tomorrow is Friday, but I'll definitely take it.

The weekend means I'll be able to see my boyfriend (who did the most romantic thing ever and sent roses to my work for our anniversary!) and we can actually celebrate our anniversary and Valentine's Day and whatnot. Yays!

Oh and are you so totally loving my new journal? I just had to have that picture of Kristen Bell from Geek Monthly in my journal 24/7 and of course I needed a journal layout that matched. Oh and they posted more pictures! I lessthanthree the pictures of her with Han in the martini glass. I totally don't get the ones of her with the hairbrushes, even though she's completely adorable in them. There should be more pictures with lightsabers though. Kristen Bell + Lightsabers = my OTP.

Okay, this thing on my back is making me nervous. I'm going to go try to get my mind off of it so I can sleep. Or something. Yeah. Later, skaterz.


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Feb. 16th, 2007 01:47 pm (UTC)
It's called Grey's Anatomy not Addison's Anatomy or O'Malley's Anatomy or Izzie's Anatomy or Yang's Anatomy. Grey's Anatomy. Right? They can't kill Meredith. ...can they?

Oh, yay! While I love me some Addison, it's incredibly refreshing to see someone else who really likes Meredith. I'm not concerned for her untimely d00m, I'm just hoping that Denny and Bomb Guy will teach her some good lessons while she's "dead." Derek was making me flail quite a bit at the end, there...loving this show right now. Is it Thursday yet?
Feb. 16th, 2007 02:26 pm (UTC)
I love Meredith Gray. I love her so much that I dressed up as her for Halloween. She irritates me sometimes, but at the end of the day, I don't think I could live without her.

Patrick Dempsey was awesome in last night's episode. Like my heart was completely breaking for him. Yeah, seriously, I need Thursday like now.
Feb. 17th, 2007 12:08 am (UTC)
I love her so much that I dressed up as her for Halloween.

That's awesome. I dressed up as Scully once. Think that was my favorite costume ever. *g*

I don't think I could live without her.

And I'm pretty damn sure the show can't either. I'd be extremely upset if she ever left. And Patrick Demspey...gah! I've been thinking about the ep all day; it really got under my skin. Just, you know, 6 more days...:(
Feb. 17th, 2007 12:13 am (UTC)
I've been thinking about the ep all day; it really got under my skin.

Me, too! I'm glad I'm not the only one. Like seriously, I can't stop. And all I want to do now that I'm home from work is watch more Grey's Anatomy.
Feb. 16th, 2007 04:01 pm (UTC)
LOL @ you and the hairbrush!
Feb. 16th, 2007 04:29 pm (UTC)
It's just weird, man! I dunno, I get obsessed with like random photoshoots of celebritys. Way back when Seventeen ran this most bizarre picture of Josh Hartnett. He's standing by a tailgate, no shirt, in his socks, pants undone, overcoat undone, drinking out of a jug of OJ. I had to cut it out and put it on my wall just because it was so WTF.
Feb. 17th, 2007 01:56 am (UTC)
Meredith is totally my girl. I should get a Meredith icon... why don't I have one? Anyways. I texted Paul at the end with "SHIT!!!" (he TiVos it because he has class). Of course, the first thing he says the next morning is, "Who were those two guys?" because he only started watching this season. :)
Feb. 17th, 2007 02:32 am (UTC)
Part of the reason that took me so long to post in the first place was because I was combing the internets for a Meredith icon because I didn't have one.
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