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Okay, so maybe I lied about not having anything else to say. Amazing how you can find things when you need something to do besides actual work.

So I think I am going to have an anxiety attack between now and the time I get my Bonus check. I like need to know NOW how much it's going to be. I think I am too obsessed with money. I maybe realized how shallow I am when I find myself reloading my Amazon wishlist a few times a day to see if anyone's bought me anything. (In case you forgot about it, it's here.) I am still not in the Christmas spirit. I got all my cards out, but I haven't thought about the cookies I'm going to make. I don't know that I really want to make any... but I feel like I need to because I don't know what else I'm going to get other people. I am only half done with my shopping. I just don't know what to get some people. And now I like don't even know how much more I have to spend. Gah. And I just feel really stressed and troubled and I'm not quite sure I know why. Last night I was just lying in bed and couldn't figure out what was wrong, why I felt so worried. It was weird. The roommate stress didn't help, I'm sure. (She did however eventually pay rent yesterday. Half of me still wants to rip her a new one though.) I dunno, I'm hoping things will be better next week because I'll have some more money in my pocket, my exam will be over after Tuesday, and yeah. Maybe I can breathe. I'm so going to make my officemate listen to Christmas carols. And I'm bringing Champagne in since Gaz is on vacation. Yay for doggies at work! And Vegas in only two weeks! I feel like I should be more excited about this, but I think travel anxiety is already starting to set in. Man I hate flying.

Ooh, and since everyone else is doing this, leave me presents in my stocking! (Unless you want to buy me things on my Amazon wishlist instead. Of course, the two aren't mutually exclusive. You can do both.)

Xmas Stocking
leave a gift for wolfsavard
your username:
your gift: (30 characters or less)

get your stocking
dating website

Okay, really need to do for real work. Later, skaterz.



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Dec. 13th, 2006 11:59 pm (UTC)
Loved your Christmas card. :) Hang in there!
Dec. 14th, 2006 02:31 pm (UTC)
Yess... Benadryl and black socks! Two most important things in life! :) Thank you!
Dec. 15th, 2006 03:29 am (UTC)
re: a picnic with Lennier
How did you *know*?

Dec. 15th, 2006 03:34 am (UTC)
Re: a picnic with Lennier
A kidney!! You truly are a woman after my own heart.
Dec. 15th, 2006 07:43 am (UTC)
Re: a picnic with Lennier
Actually, liver. But whatevs.
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