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LogoThere are:
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

I find this a little hard to believe because there's another Laura Bittner in my freakin' church parish, so it seems logical for there to be more than 22 of us in the entire US since there's two of us in one town. Besides, I was being all stalker like and they have plenty of people on there that I know for a fact exist, and this thing says they don't. So I believe it's highly inaccurate.

Anyway, I'm at work and I've been proofing this damn report for like two days now, and am making almost zero progress on it. This week has pretty much been a waste. I have been the most unproductive person on the planet. I haven't been to the gym, and I can tell myself it's because I'm been fighting off a cold, but really I'm just lazy. foreverseenstar are going to kick it into gear starting on Sunday. Going to have a contest to see who can lose the most weight. I feel like such a greasy pathetic lardass right now. I hate it. And my apartment is dirty and I've been too lazy to clean it which also bothers me. I feel like it's never clean anymore. I did bad on my last bio exam, or not bad really, but not as well as I needed to do. So I need to actually start cracking down, or I can kiss nursing school goodbye. I'm seriously doubting I have what it takes anyway. I feel like I should give up and just be miserable working in market research for the rest of my life. I just don't know how this will ever actually work.

I am still fighting off this cold and I've been exhausted the past few days. I've been getting a lot of sleep, but I still like can't drag myself out of bed in the morning and am falling asleep at work. This weather blows, too. I am not looking forward to freezing my ass off at the football game. In the wind and in the dark and in the dankness. Why does it have to be so dark all the time?! It's dark when I wake up and dark when I get home and it blows.

The amount I have in my bank account blows, too. I can't even pay the electric bill right now until my roommate gives me the money she owes me for it. I feel like I have no time to work another job, but I feel like I need to at the same time. I have $24 until I get paid again and less than an 1/8 of a tank of gas in my car. I had to move my dog's groomer appointment because I don't have the money to pay the groomer. *sigh*

Just argh at life right now, really. I'm depressed and stressed and shouldn't be, but I am. Guess I should at least get caught up here at work. Blah. Later, skaterz.

PS - I wish I was Veronica Mars or at least had her hair or her wardrobe.



( 3 beeps — speeeeeaaaakkkkk )
Oct. 20th, 2006 08:20 pm (UTC)
i'm in your room eatin' your candy. well kind of. i opened a box to see, the rest is still in my car due to heavy and the rain outside. there are no Take 5's.
Oct. 20th, 2006 08:24 pm (UTC)
STFU! They came already??
Oct. 20th, 2006 08:49 pm (UTC)
yeah fedex ground. at like 10 and so i went and got all 5 big boxes, but then it poured rain and so i brought one upstairs to investigate.
( 3 beeps — speeeeeaaaakkkkk )
nurse. leo. attention whore. punk rock princess. flexitarian. space case. deltasig. browncoat. fangirl. professional bridesmaid. lover. geek. only child. dreamer. former market researcher. aerialist. uconn husky. internet addict. twentysomething. enfp/j. crazy cat lady. gryffindor. bohemian. new england gangsta. democrat. narcissist. daughter. friend.

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