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Seriously, I am not going to ever get my hopes up about anything ever again. Every time I begin to think that something in my life might be going right, God laughs right in my face and reminds me that nothing that I really ever truly care about in my life ever goes the way I'd like it to. If anyone ever asks me why I'm such a pessimist, I'll just tell them it's because I hate disappointment. If I always expect the worst, I can never be disappointed. But for chrissake, stop teasing me. Don't make it look like Kerry has a shot at taking this election when it's not going to happen, don't save our chapter when it's doomed anyway, don't grant me interviews for jobs I don't have a chance in hell at getting. I mean, I give up already. You win. Nothing that really matters to me in life will ever go right, and I've accepted that. Hopes and dreams are for naive suckers anyway, and I'm just angry at myself and embarrassed that I've been such a fool for this long. Okay, time to go watch one of the darkest days in American history unfold and not get any sleep because it's not like I have two of the most incredibly busy days of my life ahead of me or anything. Sorry for complaining, but sometimes life just sucks. Later, skaterz.


( a very loud beep — speeeeeaaaakkkkk )
Nov. 3rd, 2004 07:41 pm (UTC)
When life hands you lemons, make skrewdrivers?
I understand where you're coming from. Bush winning again makes me want to move far away... or run for president myself. I just do not understand these things.
If you need to talk, or rant, I am here. "Hug"
( a very loud beep — speeeeeaaaakkkkk )
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