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I don't really know why I'm writing a journal entry. There's a lot I want to say, but no real way I know how to say any of it. I just spent the past half hour crying and I'm not sure why. I'm just lonely. Which is probably why I'm writing. And goddamnit.

GODDAMNIT.

I hate this so much.




SO MUCH.


I wish I loved you a little bit less and me a little bit more. That would make things better. A lot better.
I'm going to go scream now and cry myself to sleep a bit more.


Oh, I suppose I wrote, too, so I could post this: Kristina, please call me. I want to pick flight dates so I can stop looking at flights during class instead of paying attention to lecture. And I miss you tons, too.
nurse. leo. attention whore. punk rock princess. flexitarian. space case. deltasig. browncoat. fangirl. professional bridesmaid. lover. geek. only child. dreamer. former market researcher. aerialist. uconn husky. internet addict. twentysomething. enfp/j. crazy cat lady. gryffindor. bohemian. new england gangsta. democrat. narcissist. daughter. friend.

just me.

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