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I feel disgusting. I swear, before I started working out I didn't have this like paunch I have now. And I hate it. I feel fatter than before I started working out. I felt really good when I started working out, but now... I don't know. I feel less skinny than I was before, though I haven't gained any weight, and despite gaining some back since the first month of working out, I've still lost body fat percentage. Just... ugh. And I don't care if you don't think I'm fat, it's my journal and I can bitch about being fat if I want to. So anyway, I feel gross so I'm going to go to bed and hope tomorrow never comes because I have to spend 6 fucking hours at Limited Too and then go to a stupid band fundraiser. I hate band. haha..... No, not really. Okay, yes really. I hope only the non-obnoxious people that I like are there. Celaura will be there, she said. That excites me. Speaking of band, I should learn how to play the piccolo again... I haven't picked it up since November. heh. Whatever though. I almost care if I suck. Anyway, like I said before... going to go take all my grossness and go to bed. Later, skaterz.

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peanutzip
Jul. 25th, 2003 05:25 am (UTC)
ooo, sorry everything seems to suck for ya at the moment :-\ i can't go to the coffee house thing cause i have to work, plus i have no way of getting there anyway. the DIs know and they said it was ok.

24 days till preseason...

kz
jgirley18
Jul. 26th, 2003 10:03 pm (UTC)
Hey hun, don't fell bad. WE all have our fat days. Smile through it... or break some stuff. see you soon!

~JNellie
peanutzip
Jul. 27th, 2003 07:51 pm (UTC)
hey stranger! long time no see/talk! how's life? you doing ucmb still, right? (so many people left, it's hard to know who's actually coming back! see ya soon! :)

~kristin
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