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You're back! Don't ever leave me again! *caresses livejournal lovingly* Oh, how I missed you so!

I have class in 5 hours and 4 minutes and I'm still waiting for my clothes to dry before I go to bed. Awesome.

Two years ago right now, I was enjoying this view while eating breakfast. It makes me so sad sometimes, thinking about the past, especially the really amazingly good times, like the Italy/Greece trip. I get so depressed that those times are over, and it makes me wonder why it makes me that upset. Maybe I'm not enjoying life enough right now. I think it ties in the whole being restless thing and wanting to take off for southern California. I don't want to be in classes. I don't want to be doing school work. I don't want to be working at the fucking mall. I don't want to be home. I don't want to be nagged by my mom. I don't want to see my mom. All I want to do is have good times with people. I want to meet new people. I want to get to know the new friends I've made better. I want to spend more time with my old friends. I want to see more of Jeff. Maybe the school part of things I could tolerate more if I was doing something I liked, or thought I would eventually like. This whole marketing thing is just, whatever, something to make money. It seemed to be the least evil in the school of business. The Italian is just so I don't know, I would like to speak Italian and know more about Italy, but to tell you the truth, I suck at foreign languages. I miss photography. I really do. I miss it more than anything. I don't even think I remember how to use a goddamn camera anymore or how to do shit in a dark room. But I don't want to deal with the fucking pretentious fucktards in the art department here, and I don't want to take like 6 hours of studio and dumb drawing and sculpture classes just to be able to take photography. It's so gay. Maybe come sign up for fall classes I'll get down on my hands and knees and beg them to let me take photography without the prerequisites. And this summer, yes, I need to get away. For a while maybe. Just, I don't know. I want to drive across country, but it'll take a while. And I need to take some classes this summer. (And since I'm at it I need a laptop NOW and I need to get housing ON CAMPUS next semester.) And I want to see my friends and my baby and... fuck I don't know what I want anymore. Wow, this got way more involved than I had intended it to be. I'll stop now, because I'm sure I'm boring you, if you're even reading this.

Anyway, lastly, since poor Todd (taviol110) has yet to get his livejournal access back, I will post this for him:

FUCK WNEC TWICE IN THE ASS WITH A STOLEN DICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH.

That is all, goodnight.

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taviol110
Feb. 22nd, 2003 10:53 am (UTC)
Aww, thanks :)
Well at least if I can't use my own journal, I can live vicariously through you ;)

If I decide to go to school in CA next semester and live with my aunt and uncle, you can drive out there with me and I'll fly you back :)
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