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It's a lonely truth.

I had a terribly disturbing dream about my dad last night. I think I can probably attribute it to watching the 20/20 investigation about "Bodies" shortly before heading to bed. The dream was really so awful... ugh I can't even think about it. I'm still shaken.

Another thing that probably attributed to my wretched night's sleep, as I was getting ready for bed last night I realized that now that my dad is gone I'm no longer somebody's number one priority, their number one person; no one who will choose me over everyone else on the planet. That's sort of a depressing thought, ne? I really am so lost in the world without him and I doubt that's ever going to change.

So it's barely an hour into the work day and I've already been chastised via email. I should probably stop sucking at my job or something.

At least I have a green tea latte... Later, skaterz.

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athena2483
Feb. 21st, 2008 04:06 pm (UTC)
:( Don't be sad, Laura... I have kind of a big tie for #1 priority and you're part of that if that makes you feel any better! <3
wolfsavard
Feb. 21st, 2008 05:37 pm (UTC)
It does. <3
jade422
Feb. 21st, 2008 04:12 pm (UTC)
You'll be someone's #1 priority again someday. I promise. And I'm sure you don't suck at your job. If you sucked, they would have fired you! LOL
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