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Why I Just Spent $10.18 At Starbucks

I was going to only get a grande coffee and a breakfast wrap but instead I wound up with a venti caramel macchiato, a breakfast wrap, and a piece of chocolate hazelnut coffee cake.

Starbucks therapy.

Why?

Beacuse on top of everything else that is stressful in my life, when I called my dad to see how he was doing (because I didn't get to talk to him last night and he's been in the hospital on Wednesday because he was in a lot of pain and they wanted to run some tests) and he told me that the cancer has spread to his brain.

His BRAIN.

So now they are doing radiation on his brain.

RADIATION on his BRAIN.

Jesus Christ, that is so fucking scary.

So now my very long "list of things to do this week" has turned into my very long "list of things I can't handle doing this week". I COULD REALLY FUCKING USE THAT PERSONAL DAY NOW.

I'm going to go stuff my face full of Starbucks and continue to be unproductive because it's the only thing I'm good at. Yeah.

Comments

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faithchan
Oct. 12th, 2007 06:55 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:38 am (UTC)
*hugs back*
sloppy_drunk
Oct. 12th, 2007 07:02 pm (UTC)
That is so scary. {{hugs}}
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:36 am (UTC)
*hugs back*
justanerdyangel
Oct. 12th, 2007 08:09 pm (UTC)
HUGE -hugs- and a lot of -snugs-. That's awful, and I don't even wish that kind of pain upon my worst enemy.
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:35 am (UTC)
Thank you. *hugs back*
agronsky
Oct. 12th, 2007 08:13 pm (UTC)
*hugs hard*
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:34 am (UTC)
*hugs back*
frankdbunny
Oct. 12th, 2007 08:17 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Here's hoping the for the best for your dad.
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:33 am (UTC)
Thanks. *hugs back*
jadziadaxwb
Oct. 12th, 2007 08:43 pm (UTC)
*hugs* (we're here if you need anything.)
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:32 am (UTC)
Thank you. *hugs back*
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wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:30 am (UTC)
Me, too. :(
daydreamer
Oct. 12th, 2007 11:03 pm (UTC)
Oh God, that's so scary. *hugs*
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 12:29 am (UTC)
*hugs back*
frayedgray
Oct. 13th, 2007 02:21 am (UTC)
<3 stay strong!
wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 02:23 am (UTC)
Trying... *sigh*
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wolfsavard
Oct. 13th, 2007 04:59 am (UTC)
*hugs back*

Also, I <3 how half of the icons people used to reply to this post were of either the Doctor or Jack hugging. :D
unmuted
Oct. 13th, 2007 05:03 am (UTC)
:( That's really unfortunate to hear. I can relate a little bit... my dad had cancer a couple of years ago, but it wasn't nearly as bad (he's mostly recovered but hasn't worked since) and it definitely didn't last 4+ years and counting. If you ever want to let off some steam or just chat sometime, my AIM is mtm4319. :) *hugs*
wolfsavard
Oct. 14th, 2007 05:33 pm (UTC)
*hugs back* Thank you. Glad to hear your dad is doing better.
flinkkamingo3
Oct. 14th, 2007 05:14 am (UTC)
Jesus. I don't even know what to say, that's awful beyond words. I guess... just know that you and your family are in my thoughts. I really hope that you get some good news soon.
wolfsavard
Oct. 14th, 2007 05:30 pm (UTC)
Thank you. *hugs*
escape_me_06
Oct. 14th, 2007 04:18 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry hun. I know this doesn't compare at all, but my grandmother was just diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer and starts Chemo soon. I'm here for you if you need anything, and you'll be in my thoughts and prayers everyday.
*hugs*
wolfsavard
Oct. 14th, 2007 05:31 pm (UTC)
*hugs back* You and your grandma are in my thoughts and prayers as well. They seriously need to do something about this whole cancer thing. *sigh*
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