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Is anyone else weirded out by the new PSA encouraging families to set up a plan of what to do in case of a terrorist attack? What is that?? Is that what the world is coming to? That is really scary and disheartening. I hate that 9/11 ever happened. We're doing a survey about it at work, recontacting family members and survivors, and it's still really painful to talk to these peoples. My cousin Michael is actually part of our sample population. That would be really weird if I had to call him. Okay, enough about that. I'm in a not happy enough mood without dwelling on terrorism. I think I'm just tired. I'm not ready for break to be over. I have too much to do still, and I feel like I never got a vacation. And I'm having nightmares about next semester already. I can't believe it's my last. I think I'm definitely in denial. I am not ready to grow up. Though I did just make the smartest decision that I've ever made before, that being to not get a new car and just drive my mom's Maxima. Maybe I can actually pay down my credit card debt a little bit. But probably not. And I probably won't get a job. Or have a place to live. I am just having a nervous break down which is like my second one of 2005, all of which I have been "on vacation" for. I don't think this is a good start to the new year. But then again I don't think not remembering the first 6 hours of new year is a really good way to start the new year either. I'm just so stressed right now, and I'm not even sure there's a good reason why. And I just want to cry or go to sleep for like a week straight or I don't know. I'm not making any sense anymore. I think I'm going to go vomit now, anyway. Later, skaterz.

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ctstalker
Jan. 12th, 2005 03:07 pm (UTC)
Hi - I just found your journal cuz you had "stalking" as an interest, which rocks. Just saying hi!
x405_w4lru5
Jan. 14th, 2005 07:12 am (UTC)
yeah, my plan for a terrorist attack is to see if i can't incite a riot, maybe loot some stores, that sorta thing...


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