You have broken my heart, Joss Whedon. You have broken my heart.

I did not see that coming.

*is hoping that when my season pass on iTunes downloads Act III it will somehow be different than the one I just watched on the website*



I'm gonna go ogle wowsugarpuss_'s amazing KBell picspam in honor of her birthday. That girl has to be one of the most gorgeous people on the planet. She just radiates sunshine.


Gah, it's 2AM and I have way too much to do tomorrow. And now I'm depressed. *sigh* Later, skaterz.

OMG IF YOU ARE NOT WATCHING DR. HORRIBLE... GTFO. GO WATCH IT NOW. I am so in love with it... Act II was even better than Act I. I can't wait for III but I don't want it to be over! Neil Patrick Harris is incredible. GAH! *watches over and over again* JOSS WHEDON IS A GOD.

So I'm totally copying famouslyso by doing this but circumstances have become dire, I am rubbish at decision making, and well, she had a damn good idea. Okay so the problem is... I'VE RUN OUT OF ICON SPACE! I literally have over 1000 lj icons saved to my computer, and I know I'm not crazy about half of my icons, but I just can't decide which ones! Please help me! If you would kindly go through my userpics and pick out your three favorite icons and your three least favorite icons, I would be forever indebted to you. Try not choose them based on how much you like the icon and not based on fandom or ship. Also, a few that are off limits: any holiday-themed icons, the one of me and foreverseenstar, the macbook icon, and the Jewel with a cupcake icon. PLLEAASE HELP ME DECIDE! Hey, it's something to do while you're bored at work, right? :) THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!

So, the subject line is applicable as more than just a line from Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog as I failed to go to the gym yet again this morning. I should go to bed so I can at least not fail one day this week... *sigh* Later, skaterz.

So excited about Project Runway being back! I HATE Blayne, Stella and Suede. And not the kind of hate like I hated Christian last season. This is not the kind of hate that will slowly grow into affection and then love. I hope all 3 of them DIAF. I completely adore Daniel! I'm also a fan of Jerell, Jennifer, and Wesley. I'm not sure Jennifer and Wesley have the cojones to make it very far but I think Jerell has a lot of promise. Also, he doesn't seem like he's going to take any of Blayne's liciousness so he wins points for that. Super excited about next week's celebrity judge!!! OMG I'M GOING TO BE IN VEGAS. GAH... EB better be okay with watching. I hope Treasure Island gets Bravo...!

I don't feel the need to put this under a cut, because I'm pretty sure only 5 people were watching Celebrity Circus, and only one of them is on my flist, and I know she's already seen it because I watched with her. I am so relieved Wee-Man didn't win! I was clapping for like 5 minutes when he was eliminated. I am sad Stacy didn't take the top place but Antonio did a great job. And holy shit... Aurelia Cats on the trapeze was INCREDIBLE. She did CONTORTION on the TRAPEZE. WOW. On the show she seems much older, but I guess she's only like 29. Her performance was totally the best of that entire show. Think they're going to put it on DVD...? lol

I didn't make it to the gym again this morning, and yesterday our regular pilates instructor was out so it was this horrible lady. I didn't even feel like I got a workout in. I'm totally going to have to go to the gym in Vegas. Maybe I'll walk to Subway for lunch today, though I might melt. :-/ Later, skaterz.

PS - I almost forgot to mention the Emmy nominations! I am so excited about Neil Patrick Harris, Kristin Chenoweth, and Lee Pace but a little surprised and dismayed that Pushing Daisies didn't get nominated. Like, seriously? Best show on TV.. HELLO! Impressed though that LOST is back on the nomination list, and I think they deserve it. This past season was a killer one.

Starbucks has these new healthy shakes now and I've tried samples of both flavors, and I have to say I'm impressed. The chocolate banana was kind of bitter but the orange mango was delicious. They're called Vivanno Nourishing Blends and I might have to get one some point soon.

Dr. Horrible... MADE OF EPIC WIN! OMG I can't decide who I love more... Neil Patrick Harris, Nathan Fillion, or Joss Whedon. ZOMG it's fantastic. I bought the season pass on iTunes and I can't wait for the next part tomorrow. <3 <3 <3

Project Runway tonight! \o/ Looking at the pictures of the designers I think I hate half of them already. Also, season finale of Celebrity Circus though I think foreverseenstar and I might be the only ones who care about that. I'll be so mad if Wee-Man wins! I'm crossing my fingers for Stacy but I won't be heartbroken if Antonio wins, especially after last week's performance.

So speaking of TV... OH MY GOD THE NEW HEROES TRAILER! I CAN HAS SEPTEMBER 22 NAO!?!



The end of it?! ZOMG!! PETER! CLAIRE! GAHHHHHHHH! I am so fraking excited for this show to start!

I suck for not going to the gym this morning. I'm incapable of going without John. I WILL GO TOMORROW DAMNIT. Gah, I suck. Pilates tonight though. Okay, okay, stuff to do. Later, skaterz.

When I'm eating my breakfast and flip to the new date on my word-a-day calendar, you know what is not a pleasant word to see? Regurgitate. Just saying.

It looks like my weekend has freed up quite a bit. Jump Con has fallen apart at the seams and I'm not terribly shocked given all of the happenings of the past couple weeks. I am disappointed to not be dining with Bruce Boxleitner, but think at this point I'm more excited to have my weekend back (and the $500 back in my bank account). I've already moved my spa appointments from Thursday night to Saturday morning and made plans to go to the casino Saturday night.

In other news, I think this whole mess with my dad's life insurance policy might finally be taking a turn for the better. I spoke with them a couple weeks ago and that conversation resulted in them drawing up paperwork for my uncle and I to sign saying that the insurance policy should go to be and not the estate. I overnighted them all the necessary paperwork (hopefully to the right place) yesterday so cross your fingers everything goes well.

I just realizing that it's already the middle of July and my 150 days at thenext150days are almost 2/3 done with, so I think it's time to light a fire under my ass. I will be productive. I will be PRODUCTIVE. I WILL BE PRODUCTIVE. Yes, I will. Starting right now. And maybe staring with revising my list. Later, skaterz.

So foreverseenstar  and I went down to Baltimore this weekend for Shore Leave. I know a bunch of you were there, but aside from spending quite a bit of time with lyndasty  and a passing hello to pocky_slash  I didn't see any of you. We got down later than we intended, mostly because the cupcakes I was making for Kate and Jewel wound up being kind of an epic undertaking despite scaling them back more than I'd intended. We left around 11:30 (maybe?) and didn't get in until after 6. We didn't hit too much traffic (except for the fucking George Washington Bridge) but what held us up was waiting like 45 minutes for gas at a fucking New Jersey rest stop. So annoying! Luckily the Kia we rented got excellent gas mileage (one tank down and one tank back) but unfortunately despite only being a month away from turning 25 we got slapped with an extra $15/day for being children. Boo.

But yeah, I don't really have the desire or inclination to go through this convention on a minute-by-minute play by play like I usually do, so I'll just give you the highlights and lowlights:

High points of the weekend:

• spending more than 5 minutes at a convention with lyndasty
• having Kate and Jewel oooh and ahhh over the cupcakes I made them
• getting tons of compliments from random strangers while carrying around the cupcakes
• being able to help laughingirl out with her wonderful cause
• picturing Nathan Fillion "playing Firefly" at home, counting his Alliance money and talking to the Jayne statue
• delicious food and wine at Carrabba's (because when is it ever not a highlight)
• having Kate recognize me and the confused look on David's face when she said hi and waved
• the comfortable familiarity of Peter David's readings
• Kate singing that wonderful Ingrid Michaelson song
• David Hewlett snarking at nudaydreamer
• coaxing a smile out of Baz (it is unbelievable how ridiculously adorable that child is)
• seeing foreverseenstar senselessly giddy over Teh Hewlett
• did I mention Kate Hewlett?
• ...and Jewel Staite?

Low Points:

• leaving my baby kitty home alone for a weekend for the first time
• driving in New Jersey
• rest stops in New Jersey
• traffic on the George Washington Bridge (ESPECIALLY that fucker that stole 15 minutes of my life because he can't read signs that say E-ZPASS ONLY)
• rabid frightening fangirls
• long lines
• smelly people
• uncomfortable hotel beds
• being herded through autograph lines
• ice cold air conditioners
• did I mention New Jersey?

There is one event of note that I think deserves worth mentioning. On Sunday, foreverseenstar  and I got back in the autograph line so she could have David actually personalize the photos he'd signed the day before (herding, boo!) and ask when Jane might be around so she could sign the quilt she'd made, and even though she started getting high pitched and talkignsoquicklyyoucouldbarelyunderstandher, he did say that Jane would be around later and to just find him. Well, after his panel we weren't sure where he'd be going, and honestly I didn't want to wait in one more fucking autograph line, so I suggested that we just go back stage and find David and Jane before they could disappear or develop a crowd. So we did. And no one seemed particularly perturbed by it (probably because David Hewlett might be the nicest human being on the planet), even when Jane had to shift a just waking up Baz over to David so she could sign the quilt. Baz was all rubbing his fists in his eyes and looked all sorts of pouty and cranky, and even though I was terrified that my camera flash might send the baby into a fit of hysterics, I asked David if I could take his and Baz's picture which was when I got this money shot:


Luckily Baz wasn't perturbed by camera, and after I took this picture I was actually able to coax a smile out of the little guy!  CUTEST. BABY. EVER.  Getting Jane's signature on the quilt pretty much made foreverseenstar's weekend, so then we were able to GO HOME!!!!  ...and drive through New Jersey.  :(  athena2483, is there any way we can somehow skip that state when we go down to Ocean City?  Ugh.

So even though I wasn't ecstatic about trekking all the way down to Baltimore, and even though I still don't understand the rabid Hewlett obsession, I did have a really fun time and I am crushing on the man now a little bit.  Seriously, most adorable family ever and he's so hilarious in his geekery.  :)

Okay, I should've gone to bed like two hours ago.   Later, skaterz.

I feel really upset and I'm not sure there's a good reason for it. I woke up more well-rested than I have in over a week, and in a pretty good mood, so I don't understand where it took a down turn. I'm feeling angry, lonely, neglected, upset, nervous, and like everyone hates me. So pretty much almost any negative feeling one can feel.

This is not enjoyable. I don't have a mirror but I'm pretty sure the look on my face right now is that of someone who just ate some bad fish.

I guess I'll try to get stuff done (my to-do list for today is epic, btw) to get my mind off the knots in my stomach? Ugh. Later, skaterz.

You know what's worse than a typical Monday? A Monday after a long weekend. Going back to work is like torture. I guess this is what I can expect from my next three Mondays. I guess it's the one fall back for taking vacation time.

I'm excited about all this vacation time, but at the same time I'm not. It's going to be really rough not having my weekends, especially with my online class... though of course I haven't had any luck actually logging in to my class during the weekend so perhaps it won't be as detrimental as I'm anticipating. Also vacations mean spending money, which I'm not exactly thrilled to be doing (though luckily most of everything has already been paid for). I don't know... I'm just annoyed. I'm easily annoyed these days.

This weekend was really nice... until I backed my car into the neighbor's state-issued handicap SUV. It was totally my fault for not looking in my mirrors as I backed up, but also the jackasses were parked with their car halfway out of their parking spot. Had it been any other vehicle the owner probably would've just shrugged it off because seriously my Subaru is like all crumpled in one corner now and their massive truck has barely a scrape. But because it's a state vehicle they had to take down all my info. Ugh.

But the rest of the weekend was good. I saw Wanted (bloodier than I expected but I love James McAvoy and Angelina was smokin') and Hancock (I don't understand the bad reviews... it wasn't the most amazing movie ever but I thought it was decent for what it was, I was entertained). nyrclooch and Eric had a 4th of July BBQ and even though the weather was nasty, it was a ton of fun. Hopefully it becomes an annual event! I went to my aunt's on Saturday which was fine and EB came along, so perhaps they won't think I'm just making him up. Sunday EB and I had planned to go down to the Mystic area but we went to a vineyard in Colchester instead for a wine tasting. There was supposed to be a Farmer's Market but it was kind of weak. The wine was delicious though. :) We headed back up to South Windsor where we had a lovely lunch outside at Burtons and the sun finally came out. I spent way too much on sneakers. (I kind of needed them... I was hurting my ankle. New Balance did this thing where they measured the pressure of my feet, and apparently I have extremely high arches and my feet tend toward pronation, so hopefully these new shoes will help.) And then I went home and crashed my car, stuffed my face full of garbage, and couldn't log on to my class until I was too tired to do a decent job on my quizzes. See, great start and a lousy finish.

And now I'm here, with pretty much 4 days left til Shore Leave and way too much to do. Though maybe not as much to do as foreverseenstar which is vexing enough as it is. I am way too annoyed for this trip.

Also, I hate my hair. I'd like to chop it all off when I get back from Shore Leave. But I want it to be wavy or curlyish without me having to use four thousand gadgets and products on a daily basis to get it that way. Maybe I could convince my hairstylist to do a body wave or something. Do people even get perms anymore?

Whatever, I'm just so over my hair at this point... just like everything else! \o/

Alright, ALRIGHT! I'll take my crankiness elsewhere. Later, skaterz.

Sorry it's been a while, but OMG I've been so busy! I've been going non-stop for like two weeks now and there's no end in sight! The tag sale was a huge success on Saturday, making over $300 (some of which was promptly spent on food and alcohol). I can't believe we pulled it off, but it never wouldn't have happened if I didn't have awesome friends who helped along the way, so THANK YOU EVERYONE!! The bake sale was a success, too, even though I didn't make half as much as I wanted to. My cupcakes flew pretty fast off the shelves (except for the few panda cupcakes that got destroyed in transit) so I felt pretty good about that. We wound up making like $90 for Share Our Strength, which I thought was decent considering the size and scope of our sale. It was all fun and something that needed to be done, and we wound up dropping off like 4 car loads worth of stuff at Good Will, but at least I made a few bucks, and got rid of a whole bunch of crap.

I've been swamped with my online class, too, trying to fit that in on top of everything else. Work has been a bitch and a half. Like, I'm seriously ready to have a nervous break down. Thank God I'm not working another Friday until August. :) Woo vacations! Boo not having any more free weekends this summer... :(

I got to see lots of people that I haven't seen in a while on Saturday (including Joe!!!) which was fun, and hopefully I'll be seeing more of people at Amie & Eric's BBQ on the 4th. Have a BBQ with the family on Saturday. EB and I are going down to the shore on Sunday. Seeing Hancock Saturday night and Wanted on Thursday, and I saw WALL-E already. (And ZOMG it's the best Pixar movie I think. It was so incredibly cute and literally the most romantic movie I have ever seen! I want a WALL-E!) So it's not all been hard work, there's been some fun (time consuming fun...) but now my to-do list for today is a mile long. Yeah, short weeks are awesome but that means there's less time to do everything. Ugh! Later, skaterz.

This weekend was good, but no where near as productive as it needed to be. Saturday was the longest day of the year but it somehow got away from me... go figure. I went to see Get Smart on Friday and it was hilarious. I absolutely loved it! It made me miss the TV series like woah. There were so many throwbacks to the show, I think people who used to watch it will definitely have a greater appreciation for the movie. But even if you haven't seen the show, you can still enjoy the movie.

Saturday I gave blood and it took FUCKING FOREVER. It was so crowded! They've been showing commercials like 24/7 trying to get people to donate, so I guess it worked. (I guess they need blood to ship out to the flooded disaster areas.) But, damnit, I had an appointment that I showed up on time for. I had to wait like 45 minutes! Boo! Also, the lady I had kind of sucked and she was spilling my blood all over the place. WTF, stop gossiping and pay attention to what you're doing. Definitely the least impressive person I've had from the Red Cross so far. Next blood donation will be at Dragon*Con and I hope it's more reminiscent of 2007 than 2006 (aka worst donation experience ever).

I also got to visit with jadziadaxwb and _mendon (and Giselly Belly!) on Saturday which was good because I haven't seen them in awhile. But, I will be seeing them again this weekend, and then we have a date to see Wall-E next week. :) And then crazy con-going season starts. Shore Leave is less than a month away... holy shit. And D*C is a little over two months. And then summer is over... ack! WHERE DID SUMMER GO ALREADY!?

The rest of my weekend was spent doing school work (boo!) and getting ready for the tag (or yard or garage if you prefer) sale I'm having next weekend at my mom's house. Holy shit I am so far behind! I haven't even touched the basement yet. My room and a couple other small areas of my mom's house where I have stuff took up all my time this weekend. I can't believe how much garbage I have just in my bedroom. Hopefully the stuff in the basement won't be as hard to sort as the stuff in my room was. Gah. This is such a pain, but so totally necessary. I just wish I wasn't still running epically behind from this weekend. I'm going to be over there every night this week and when I'm not? I'm going to have to be baking for the bake sale we're also having that day. Epic projects... oy. Why do I procrastinate on them?

Ugh, I should finally come to grips with the fact that it's Monday and do some work. But first, I did that Fear Meme and as it turns out, I'm ( not as much of a wuss as I thought I was... )

Later, skaterz.

I love being thrown under the bus at work and being made to look like an asshole. It's awesome.

Also, I packed a lunch today and then was dumb and forgot it. Boo.

Oh well, at least it's Friday. It's imperative that this weekend is productive... I have GOT to get stuff organized for the tag sale. And um, do something for my online class... oops. I totally shouldn't have taken this class. It's such a pain in my ass, and is going to become even more of a pain as my weekends start disappearing.

Can you believe June is almost over? Summer is officially here. That is terrifying! How has the year slipped away from me? Jesus.

Okay, really, I don't think I had anything to say, but I did want to post a link to this article: Pregnancy Boom at Gloucester High. Yep, just one more reason Connecticut is superior to Massachusetts. Seriously, though, what is wrong with kids these days?

I need a nap. Later, skaterz.

Today is just one of those days.

I'm still sore from a serious work out on Sunday. I don't think that's normal or good. Today is more of a dull pain though, but perhaps that's because I finally started to take Motrin.

I am just worn out, and don't feel like doing anything, and everything is annoying and irritating today and I don't feel like dealing with any of it.

Blah. So much to do... I should go find some motivation. Later, skaterz.

There's something extremely gratifying about having a secret that no one else in the world knows. Okay, I might've told one person who doesn't talk to anyone else I know... I'm so bad at keeping secrets! But I want to keep this one, at least for a while. I can't really explain why... I just want something that's mine, that I don't have to share with anyone. But at the same time, all I want to do is talk about it! I know, I'm weird.

My secret totally saved me yesterday. It kept me from being extremely depressed and feeling sorry for myself. And honestly, I had one of the most wonderful afternoons I've had in a long time. I couldn't even fall asleep last night because I was still on such a high. (You'd think doing 3 straight hours of psych quizzes and exams would've been a buzz kill but not so much!) I'm totally addicted.

I'm exhausted now, but it was totally worth it. Later, skaterz.

Today is probably going to be hard. I'm going to do some things that are probably going to make me incredibly sad, but some things that will hopefully make me really happy, too.

It might be better to not talk to me. I'm probably not going to want to talk to you, no offense, unless you happen to be a member of the Dead Dads Club (or a member of the My Dad Might As Well Be Dead Because He's Not Talking To Me Club or something of the like). So, sorry. Just... yeah.

Talk to you Monday. Happy Father's Day.


Cristina: There's a club. The Dead Dads Club. And you can't be in it until you're in it. You can try to understand, you can sympathize. But until you feel that loss... My dad died when I was nine. George, I'm really sorry you had to join the club.
George: I... I don't know how to exist in a world where my dad doesn't.
Cristina: Yeah, that never really changes.

I love Fridays. They're so fantastic, aren't they?

I am so happy I went to go see Sex & The City again tonight with nyrclooch! Even though I had a fabulous time two weeks ago, I feel like I totally missed the movie (too many cosmos... as usual I blame clarkdreams) so it felt like I was seeing it for the first time. Also, the theater was actually full (I still don't understand why there was only 8 people in the theater besides us last time even though it was opening weekend) so that made it more fun, too. Awww, it was such a good movie. I love those characters so much. They make me realize how lucky I am to have some of the most incredible friendships in the world.

Also, I have food! Fresh food! I haven't had fresh fruit or vegetables in a long time, but EB is incredible and bought me lots of groceries. (Because I'm irresponsible and spend my money on silly things instead of necessary things.) I'm spoiled.

Sometimes I feel like the luckiest person on the planet... which is ironic considering it's Friday the 13th but, hey, I'm not gonna argue. :) Later, skaterz.

Yesterday I woke up in the most horrible way: sobbing hysterically, wailing and screaming from a nightmare. This is what I get for going back to sleep after my alarm goes off instead of getting my lazy ass out of bed. I don't remember what was going on in the first part of the dream, and it maybe doesn't matter. But in the end of it I was walking through my parents' bedroom (it was set up like it was when it was my parents' room) and my dad was lying in bed. He sat up when he saw me and he was shirtless and looked healthy. In my dream I was ELATED, like absolutely out of my mind with happiness when I saw him, and I really believed he wasn't dead. I ran over to him and tried to hug him but every time I touched him he screamed out in pain. And I kept trying to hold him or touch him, even trying to put a blanket between us, but it was no use. And as he was dying all over again I woke up sobbing and in hysterics. Great way to start the day...

That's the second dream I've had where I try to touch or hold onto my dad only to cause him pain. In the last dream I had his flesh like literally melted off in my arms. It was terrifying.

Also, I've decided that early June is my new least favorite time of year.

But anyway, despite the terrible start, I managed to turn the day around so it wasn't a complete loss. I found some good deals for quidditch cosplay stuff, went to pilates which makes me extremely happy (and my new friend Nicole was there!), and the last thing I watched before I went to bed was Dana Carvey on the Tonight Show. I absolutely love him... he never fails to crack me up.

I finished reading Anansi Boys Tuesday night and it was wonderful. I actually liked it more than American Gods. I thought it was easier to follow and much lighter. Right now I'm reading Pandora's Daughter by Iris Johansen. The quality of writing isn't exactly at Gaiman's level, but I'm sure I'll get used to it. It's kind of scary and suspenseful though so I'm not sure it's the best for bedtime reading...

My new guilty pleasure is Celebrity Circus. Don't laugh... it's awesome.

And lastly, not to open up another ugly can of drama worms by bringing up politics again, but I wanted to say I thought Hillary gave a beautiful speech on Saturday and I think she totally redeemed herself. I hope that this is the start of a united Democratic party and all of us working together to be the change we want to see in this country.

Also, Fox News totally disgusts me sometimes. Seriously, WTF: Fox News calls Michelle Obama 'Obama's baby mama'. On what level is that professional?

Also, can someone please tell John McCain to get his own material?

I should probably do something productive. Later, skaterz.

wolfsavard: omg i never want to have babies
wolfsavard: i am reviewing www.parenthood.com for my psych class and it's all so scary
wolfsavard: why the fuck do women keep going through this?
wolfsavard: the human race should've died out ages ago
athena2483: so beyond scary.
athena2483: no babies man.
wolfsavard: "Do you envision the birth of your child just like it happens on TV? Wearing full makeup, you’ll do a lot of huffing and puffing, maybe say something nasty to your husband, and out pops your baby. Guess again. I’ll spare you by not going into too much detail, but imagine fluids exploding from every orifice of your body at the same time!"
wolfsavard: wtffffff
athena2483: GAH
wolfsavard: if there is one thing i never want to experience it's fluids exploding simultaneously from every orifice of my body
athena2483: I once pooped and puked at the same time
athena2483: that was bad enough

Who knew that my psych class (Life Span Development) was going to turn out to be the best birth control ever. The breast feeding section of the website is just as bad. I'm moving on to toddlers. This shit is frightening. Later, skaterz.

Yes, we can did.

I'd been doing well with the no-TV thing, but last night I couldn't help watching history in the making, so I did break my evening TV fast and watch CNN as it all unfolded. I seriously want to marry Barack and have all his babies. His speech last night was PERFECT. Incredible.

I have to say I am beyond disappointed with Hillary Clinton. To put it bluntly, she was a RAVING BITCH last night. She had the perfect opportunity to step back and start uniting the party and she did just the opposite. She made yesterday all about her, and what should've been an important day *in history* wound up just being an important day. She should have conceded. She should've been more gracious. Just when I was starting to not hate her, she goes and pulls such an asshole move.

Oooh, perfect opportunity to use yesterday's word-of-the-day: Hillary Clinton is a splenetic bitch. :)

I'm am fucking terrified about the general election at this point. How can anyone support McCain? Are there people out there who still like George Bush? I didn't think so, and since McCain is essentially the same person, I don't understand how anyone could be supporting him. Don't people want change? (If you support McCain or George Bush, no offense... I just don't agree and don't understand.)

I feel like the "dream ticket" of Obama-Clinton would make me feel a lot more comfortable in the general election. I think winning over Clinton supporters is going to be the biggest challenege. There are so many "democrats" out there who would vote for Hillary and then out of spite just not vote or vote for McCain and I just don't understand. They're both excellent candidates and really not all that different in their policies. I mean really the only difference is that Hillary Clinton is a raving bitch with a husband she can't control. Just kidding. Not really. Oh, I'm just so mad and so conflicted!!! I would feel so much more confident about November if they were on a ticket together, but I really feel like it's a step back for Obama and that he'll kind of lose some integrity if he adds her. I think he's in that position for a lot of the VP candidates they're suggesting. So many of them are just going to look like politicking. I dunno, it's too stressful so I'll leave that up to the experts. I just hope that Hillary, VP or no VP, stops being a huge baby and does what's best for the party and brings her supporters on board to help put a democrat back in the White House.

Okay, time to get off the soap box and get to work. I meant to post this all last night but my interwebs were broken, which means I got little to nothing accomplished! Gah. Later, skaterz.

"No day but today." - RENT

"It is not death that man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live." - Marcus Aurelius